

ConfusedYou say things that make me want to stay, then you do things that make me want to stray. The nothings you whisper in my ear are sweet, then the bitter sting once you leave sets in, being with you is turning out to be a feat. One I am unsure if I can do, because of all these things you put me through. I wish to stay, I wish to go, yet it is misery that I can't see you go through. This is something even I am sure of, yet I endure it everyday.Confused


New loveYou entered my life making me the happiest person. I can't wait to feel your touch against me. Unable to wait for the day when I can place my hand with yours. To hear you whisper sweet nothings into my ear.New love


FearI sit here unable to help in your time of need. All I am doing is standing in the way. I wish to help but don't know how. I want to be there with you yet I feel as I will only make things worse. Is there anything I do that will make this easier for you? Fear over runs me yet my compassion and love for you are fighting it, yet it seems as if it is a loosing battle. Even though I try forcing myself, it never works. Seems as if fear has won again.Fear


KnowingHow does one await the inevitable? If one knows there is nothing they can do, does it make dealing with it any easier? Is there anyway to await something so devistating and know there is nothing you can do? The answer is....No. I have been down this road a few times and it never softens the blow because you know what is going to happen. I have also been on the otherside of things as well, when something happens unexpectedly. I have endured both and either way the devistation is the same. So do not fool yourself thinking because you know it will it is easier to deal with, unless you have no heart for the ones around you.Knowing
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It matter not how strait the gate
How charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul
~Invictus W.E. Henly
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It matter not how strait the gate
How charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul
~Invictus W.E. Henly
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